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My name is issam zitouni ... I am Moroccan .... Raised in the UAE

I was 185 kilo grams of weight (obese

So basically what motivated me to lose weight primarily was rejections .... And once I saw the acceptance happening after I lost weight ... I specialized in fitness and got certified ...

After that I couldn't handle the lust .... I got so much acceptance ... I couldn't believe it .... I got into drugs .... I built a character that is so dark ... I moved from being Mr nice guy ... To being Mr . Bad guy ....

I broke so many rules ... Detoured my focus of myself .. and again started seeking approval from wrong people

I dived so much into the underground world .... And for all the rules I broke for others (relationship) ...  My heart got broken the most

I been through manipulation, gaslighting , and dealt with narcasistic people

And got so much lack of self appreciation because of it

I figured out after I experienced a near death experience that it's my life

I have the full responsibility for it

And for that I decided to be happy regardless

With the help of god and the right people

And my curiosity to learn

Cause I thought I lost it at some point

I figured out that I can cure myself from addiction

And through that I achieved really high level of knowledge

And high level of spiritualityd I felt guilty for ruining myself

I studied multiple religions through my journey .. cause I had doubts about religion ... But then I figured out that it all pours into the same ocean ... God

And I felt more comfortable in islam. .. for all the values it has

I had to deal with attachment and heartbreaks from narcasistic relationship

Which was one of the hardest thing i dealt with so far

And it taught me self love

And I used my knowledge to build myself, and guide others for us all to build a strong community and society

And the base of it is mainly knowledge and true belief

I started my social media content creation in Arabic ... Cause that's my community ... Am in UAE

I am more comfortable in English ...

Inshallah it will be the next step

My purpose. ... I simply want to be remembered for something thats worth it .

My way. ... I transform pain to power

My goal .... To build a self-development evolutionary system for the current and next generations.